Boy do I feel you on this one. The restrictions have been nowhere near as burdensome on me, with both my parents gone, but I'm back in NC now and can't go see more than 1 or 2 friends and have socially distanced visits with my daughter.
The end is coming, not suddenly but in stages possibly beginning sooner than we'd hoped, as some of our special people will be vaccinated in the early groups.
Meanwhile, as you say, this is the time we are supposed to hunker down inside our little caves, waiting for the sun's return. Try to feel the love I'm sending, and believe there is a future.